A Whole lot of Whining

College classes starts tomorrow... and i cant help but to feel as if my lifes coming to an end ... with all the assignments and homework, and the crazy research they will make us do... and all those fugly faces i have to face in college... sigh...ZZzzz...see thats the problem with me, when im having my break, i whine, im too bored and have nothing to do, i whine, when i have to much to do, i whine... but than again... whats a blog for ? If its not for me to type down all my dissatisfactions rite? the first thing im gonna have to do is to register my subjects tomorrow and hopefully i dont see that 1 particular face i would rather die than to face...

And since ive already started whining, i really need to let this out...
I have been arguing with that certain someone a lil too much the past 3 days...
i just cant take it... hes silly jobs hes priority ... and as if hes 12 hours job isnt good enaugh to make me wanna give up on him... now he dissapears at 4.30 am claiming he has to pick clients up from the airport... 2 days in a row...and i found out about the second day just few hours before he left...and after arguing... i always end up telling myself im overreacting...Why cant he tell me hes going to have to pick hes clients up from the air port 2 days in a row? rather than tell me bout the first day...make me scream...than tell me bout the second day on another day and make me scream again?? and im all upset because he promised me he would take me to that abandoned house again... to take all the shots that i want till im satisfied on that two same days,when he had to pick hes clients up, yesterday and today before college starts.....


* after watching batman The Dark Knight, FINALLY last Sunday, id rate it 'the best movie of the year', followed by national treasures, iron man, indiana jones, the hulk ... dont know if i missed anything else out... cant wait for the mummy 3 =D

*and christian bale is hawt ...lols

Another self-satisfying photoshoot outing with lisa

So, after not touching the camera for nearly 3 months i finally charged both batteries and headed to this abandoned house in sungei way with lisa whom wanted my help with her modelling class portfolio. It was a last minute decision and abit of a rush, only had two hours or less to get all the shots that i wanted, and lisa was uncomfortable with someone elses presence which made it even harder me. The weather wasnt so good, pretty cloudy, after the rain stopped. But i am looking forward to go there again, hopefully this weekend =D Here are the pics ..........

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Sunday

Followed shaun to hes church this morning, than had pan mee with jared, stacy, shaun and janine =D todays serment was about "giving in secrecy". Basically asking us to give without boasting, and be rewarded by god instead of boasting about what we've given and be rewarded by men. Crazy weather out there ..blazing hot sun ... so good to step into shauns room its like a vine cellar.. cooling at any hour of the day... and yes i have voted hes room the best place in the world to be in at any time of the day =D Thinking grabbing my camera and making shaun drive me to this very big park in kepong called milleniun park, i think. Hundreds of people go there to fly their waus and kites in the sky every sat and sunday evening. Wonderful sight, beautiful bright colors in the bright blue sky. Mmm, lets see if i can make him drive me there =D



* so addicted to this song --> Disturbia by Rihanna http://www.daintyshoes.net/music/music_play.asp?id=21430

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DISTURBIA lyrics


Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia

It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like

Disturbia Disturbia Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall
It's like they talkin' to me
Disconnectin' your call Your phone don't even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort

It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Disturbia
Release me from this curse
I've been trying to maintain
But I'm struggling
You can't go, go, go
I think I'm going to oh, oh, oh

Throw on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia

Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Peter Answers

In the studio now, the last day of this crazy mifc photoshoot. Waiting for the director of photography to call it a wrap =d And the wardrobe artists is blasting electronic genre songs. Its giving me a splitting headache. Cant wait to leave, thank god theres wifi and my apple saves my day ones more. One of the silly worker here was talking bout this site, http://www.peteranswers.com/, (a tarot reading website, more like a mind reading website) which my friend introduced to me last year. At that site, you can type in any question you wish, and the site will answer you accurately, even personal questions, kinda freaky. And yes at 1 point i totally believed that site was managed by a bunch of psychic talented people and gave me goosebumps. You should check it out to know what im talking bout' =D The secret behind that website is in http://www.wikihow.com/Use-Peter-Answers . Check it out and play a prank on your friends and office mates =D Got to get back at talent co-ordinating all those mat salleh and japs =D

*and thru facebook today, i found a long lost friend, a kindergarten mate =p

My verdict on euphoria and coco banana

Listening songs sung by beach boys (http://www.daintyshoes.net/music/music_play.asp?id=26785) , one of my dads all time favourite bands =p and humming ' common baby lets do the locomotion' lolss... still having a slight fever, spent the whole day in bed... been throwing up after each meal since tuesday but i still managed to have a good time at euphoria sunway & coco banana on wednesday =D . 2 clubs in 1 night...

MY VERDICT

Euphoria = nice enviroment, heavenly sound system, crazy airport security( we had to walk thru thos airport sensor thingys and put all our stuff into a tray on our left ), drinks costs a bomb, dance floor was almost empty(but who cares?? .. i had the whole dance floor to myself in my 4 inch heels) , good rnb all night long... all euphoria needs is the crowd ...

than ....

Coco Banana = a little too bright , sound system was a turn off (especially if u just walked into coco after walkin out of euphoria, drinks are cheap, no proper dance floor, music sarks, rnb till 1, 1-2 house, 2-3 rnb...packed with people ...

and im really glad the photoshoot job today went well, all those crazy talents made in on time while i was dying in bed. Got to tuck myself into bed now... tomorrows another crazy day, with crazy talents from all over the world ...siggh

Boredom Kills !!

Im bored...still in my 3 mths semester break...and having nothing to do is really starting kill my brain cells =l i can feel my iq's dropping by the seconds...think i can even hear it.. its 8.48 a.m. and i have not slept...ive got to do something with that bad sleeping habit and get my timetable right, classes are commencing in 2 weeks time. been uploading songs that just hit mtv's top 20 charts online... the internet connection sarks =(...wasted all my time on my ximplify acc uploading and writting and before i could hit the post button everything dissapeared ... wth ... so ... yeah i had enaugh of that from ximplify ..hence this new blog page =p glad i got it foc when i bought my canon 40D... and talking bout my camera ... i have to admit ive not touched it for nearly 3 mths now... reason being...(trynna clear my consciences)

1) just too damn lazy to find someone to strike a pose for me

2)i still need a few basic stuff which im really procrastinating on getting.. because its gonna cost me a bomb ... 580ex2 speedlite, a new portrait lens or something between 90-110 mm range lens and yes i have not gotten a proper tripod =.=" all those eq will costs me aproximately rm5000

3)i have not been able to travel alot...

been hiding at home in my room...handling a few crazy event and photoshoot jobs...the best part bout my photoshoot job is that i have 20 talents which consists every other race and nationality but malaysians... and so, i had to face a few italians, saudi arabians, pakistanis, africans, japanese, german, and midle easterns....."yez yez, buttt i zu not understand wat zu are zaying, i zu not speak engelish wewi well" DAMMIT !! it was like speaking to morons... just that their morons+english illiterates...STRESS!! i could have died, seriously .... thank god the shoot dates tomorrow till this saturday, hopefully it will all be over and done with in no time...

am still contemplating whether to go to Euphoria MOS tonite ... have not gone clubbing in a while after a few months of overdosed clubbing =D and im proud to shout it out loud.Teehee